Monday, October 10, 2011

Day 162

I'm at chapter 15 in the 1st Book of Nephi right now. I feel like Nephi and the personalities of all his family are really coming alive to me this time around as I read the Book of Mormon. In the latest chapter I've read, Nephi "exhorts with all the energies of his soul" to his brethren to try and get them to believe the words of God. I can't imagine how much of a heartache he must have while trying to help his brethren know the truth, and to have them still reject it.

The attitudes of Laman and Lemuel also are sticking out to me, because they have the attitude that is still around today concerning faith. They want signs. They want Heavenly Father to speak directly to them, but Heavenly Father wants them to exercise faith. Without faith, we are nothing. And they aren't patient enough to try and pray and ask God himself, and to try and feel the answers rather than hear them from the Lord himself. So many people today are still like that.

Friday, October 7, 2011

Day 161

What I love reading about right now in the book of Nephi are all the good qualities of his character that show throughout the reading I've done so far. He is humble, stating to the Lord when he has visions that he does not know all things. He is hungry for the word of the Lord, he desires to see all that his father saw. And he is granted that by showing that he has faith that all his father prophesied of is true. I'm sure the Lord knew that Nephi didn't have to see his father's visions in order to believe him. He was given the opportunity to see them because of his great faith.

I also feel bad for Lehi. He preaches to Laman and Lemuel so much because it hurts him as a parent to see his children stray. I'm sure it's such a trial for him and his heart is heavy when he learns that they won't believe the word of the Lord. I'm sure any parent who has had children who go astray know exactly what Lehi is feeling.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Day 160

I'm about 5 chapters into the 1st Book of Nephi. What I really am loving so far is how excited Nephi is about the gospel. I don't know if I really picked up on that before. But he is in awe of the prophesies his father makes, and he takes this gospel seriously. He is such a good example of someone who is humble and has a hunger for knowledge, the perfect combination we all need to have to recieve our own revelation from God.

Monday, October 3, 2011

Day 159

After listening to Conference, Paul and I have decided to re-read the Book of Mormon on our own. We've made a goal to finish it by the end of the year. That only gives us three months, but when I think of Parley P. Pratt reading it non-stop all day and all night, then it helps me realize it is a very doable goal. This morning I read the first chapter of the 1st Book of Nephi. I only had time before work to read the first chapter. But already I can tell that this will be a good thing to do. We'll both have to read an average of 2-3 chapters a day, which means we'll both have to split it up to read morning and nights. But I think of any goal to set right now, this is a good one. I kept feeling like this is something I should pick up to do again while listening to conference all weekend. There were many powerful testimonies of the Book of Mormon, and I knew that I should continue to read it on my own over and over again, because it is a book made for today. It will guide me and comfort me throughout my life. It is the greatest gift.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Day 158

I'm posting about the morning session of Conference, because it is still so fresh on my mind (since it finished about 10 minutes ago) and I'm especially thinking about President Uchtdorf's talk. I love, love LOVE it. It spoke to me. Heavenly Father knows me. He knows what is going on in my life. He knows what I wish for, what I hope for, what I'm praying for, what I'm trying to become. He knows all of that, and that is such a comfort to me. I just can't get over that, and I don't want to. I want to hold this feeling close to me for forever.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Day 157

Today I read a short article by President Monson about the powers of the Book of Mormon. I loved how he told us that that book holds the answers we need in these latter days. That's why it was brought to earth, to help us remember what we had been taught in the premortal life, and that Heavenly Father knew the challenges we would face now. That book is a reference guide, and a comfort. I have a testimony of the Book of Mormon. I love the feeling of peace that comes over me everytime I read it.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Day 156

Today I read the last part of section 10 of the Doctrine and Covenants. What the verses mainly said to me was that as long as I endure to the end and try and be faithful until the end, Heavenly Father will help me into his kingdom. I love verses like that, because not only are they full of promise, but they also tell me how Heavenly Father works. He wants us to work hard to be with him, because that is the greatest reward. He won't make our lives easy/trial free, because then we wouldn't appreciate eternal life with him if that happened. We need to experience bad things in order to appreciate good things. I feel like verses like that are everywhere in the scriptures, so it seems to me that that's what Heavenly Father really wants us to remember when we are going through hard times-they are worth it.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Day 155

Today I read the second part of section 10 in the Doctrine and Covenants. The Lord is still lecturing Joseph Smith on letting Martin Harris take those transcripts. But he makes a good point in verse 37: "But as you cannot always judge the righteous, or as you cannot always tell the wicked from the righteous, therefore I say unto you, hold your peace until I shall see fit to make all things known unto the world concerning the matter."

I really like that because it helps me remember that I do not know everything. And my impressions of people can be way off. Heavenly Father is the only one right now who knows the thoughts and intents of every person's heart. I only know a smidgen of what they are feeling. It was a good gentle reminder that I should remember to worry only about myself and bettering myself, and being better at serving others because I don't know what they are going through.

Monday, September 26, 2011

Day 154

Today I read the first part of Doctrine and Covenants section 10. This is after the transcript Martin Harris was given was lost, and the Lord caused Joseph to lose the gift of translating for a while as a result of it. But now the Lord gave him another revelation. There are a few really good verses in this section, the main one the famous "Pray always that ye may come off conquerer." That is such good advice. If we are constantly praying to our Heavenly Father in our hearts, we will constantly be trying to be in tune with him and what he wants of us, and what he wants of us is to return to him, to be the best we can be. He wants to communicate with us, and I love that I can always communicate with him!

Friday, September 23, 2011

Day 153

Today I read an article by Henry B. Eyring in memory of President Hinkley. It was written shortly after the prophet's death, and it was President Eyring rememering the faith of our beloved prophet. President Hinkley always would say "It will work out." Even when the presidency was dealing with some difficult issues, he always said "Things will work out."

Even now, a few years later, President Hinkley is still such an amazing example to me. His faith is what helped him to continue to serve and move on through life. My problems seem so little compared to the burden he had of being president over the entire church. Surely, if President Hinkley always had faith that things would work out for him and the church, then I could have faith like that as well. I'll work on that.

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Day 152

Today I read Philemon chapter 1. I don't remember ever reading out of Philemon before, but it was a great chapter! I was looking for verses that had to do with communication with God, because that's still been on my mind since reading Elder Eyring's message yesterday. I found this verse in this chapter that I really liked. "6 That the acommunication of thy faith may become beffectual by the acknowledging of every good thing which is in you in Christ Jesus."

I had to read over that verse a few times before I understood what it meant (to me). If I acknowledge every good thing in my life, I am acknowledging Christ's love for me. Because every good thing comes of God. And if I acknowledge every good thing in my life and Christ's love for me, my communication to Heavenly Father will be better, and my faith with grow because I'm seeing and thanking Him for everything he's already done for me. Remembering all the good things I have while I'm going through a hard time will help strengthen my faith, because I'll see all that I've already been blessed with, and it can help me remember that I will continue to be blessed.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Day 151

Today I read an article by President Henry B. Eyring about having courage. He talked about how having the Holy Ghost with us can help us find courage because not only does it prompt us what to do, it comforts us when we know we need to do something difficult. I loved this line from his talk: "That communication with God helps banish fear from our hearts as it builds faith and love of Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ."

I love how having the Holy Ghost can "banish fear". I remember hearing President Monson say once that "fear is the opposite of faith." We can't have fear and faith in our hearts at the same time. Having faith means I'll be accepting of whatever comes because I know it's according to Heavenly Father's plan.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Day 150

Today I read the first part of Ether 13. Ether prophesies of the last days and the destruction that will come to the people. The verse I really liked was 9 "And there shall be a new heaven and a new earth; and they shall be like unto the old save the old have passed away. and all things have become new."

I really like "and all things have become new". I like to think that that applies to everything and everyone. We will all become new by being resurrected, and have the opportunity to live with Heavenly Father. Sometimes it's hard for me to remember that I need to be better at focusing on bettering myself so that at the last day, I can know that becoming "new" for me will also include being able to live with Heavenly Father.

Monday, September 19, 2011

Day 149

Today I read Ether chapter 11. This chapter goes through all the wicked kings before Ether was born and grew up to become a great prophet. During this chapter other prophets are mentioned coming and testifying to the people about repenting before they are destroyed. One verse in particular talked about because the people became wicked, there were famines and pestilences and wars in their land. It reminded me of how opposite that verse is of what Heavenly Father teaches us, that if we are faithful in keeping his commandments, we will prosper in the land. That chapter to me is proof of what happens to a people when the decide they are better than Heavenly Father. Bad things begin to happen when people ignore the commandments.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Day 148

Today I read an amazing talk given by Sheri Dew when she was the General Relief Society president. She talked about the purpose and divine nature of women. It was a very empowering talk to read, and really helped me remember what is most important, and how important I am! And each of us are! We each have a mission to fulfill on earth, and I know that generally means helping the people I come in contact with. Visiting teaching is so important, it's a calling every sister can do, and it really does make a difference, even if we don't think it does!

This talk helped me remember that I am virtuous, and that I have a divine nature because I am a daughter of God. And the Spirit wants me to remember who I was before this life on earth, so that it can better prepare me to be the best I can for the eternal life to come.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Day 147

Today I read Doctrine and Covenants section 9. It's the famous section about how we should ask Heavenly Father for revelation in our lives. How we need to do more than just ask, we need to "study it out in our minds".

I think a lot of people (including me) forget that sometimes. I know that prayer is the main communication to Heavenly Father, and sometimes I'm not patient enough to study things out in my mind. I want an answer now!

But how would I learn for myself if I always got answers like that? I need to grow and gain experiences in this life by figuring things out on my own, and then asking Heavenly Father if they are right.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Day 147

Today I read Ezekiel 38. After reading this chapter, I realized it would make more sense to read the whole book of Ezekiel instead of just random chapters. I'll work on that.

I loved verse 17 for some reason. Mainly the first line of that verse "Thus said the Lord God; are thou he of whom I have spoken. . ."

I love how the Lord is saying that to Ezekiel, but to me it was such a loving comment. He wants to make sure each of us become who he knows we can become, who he has "spoken of". Are we not the "noble and great ones" like Abraham prophesied? So are we living up to being noble and great like the Lord has spoken of us? That really helps put everything into perspective for me.

Monday, September 12, 2011

Day 146

Today I read Acts 24. It's a chapter about Paul being held in prison, and pleading his case to the judges. But he doesn't really plead his case, he bears his testimony. I love that even in the midst of him losing his life, he knew who to fear more: God. He stood up to man and testified of God. He even says in verse 16:
" And herein do I exercise myself, to have always consience void of offence toward God, and toward men." So really, he tried to have a clear conscience all the time, but he knows he needs to have a clear conscience with God. And if he has a clear conscience with God, how can he now with man? It all links together.

Day 145

Last night I read Doctrine and Covenants section 60. It was about Joseph Smith receiving revelation for some brethren on where they should go to preach the gospel. I really liked verses 2 and 3.

2. But with some I am not well pleased, for they will not open their mouths, but the kide the talent which I have given unto them, because of the fear of man. Wo unto such, for mine anger is kindled against them.

3. And it shall come to pass, if they are not more faithful unto me, it shall be taken away, even that which they have.

To me, it means we should not fear man more than God. I know I'm guilty of that a lot of times, especially when it comes to missionary work. I talk myself out of sharing my testimony with someone because I'm too afraid they'll reject what is so personal to me. But Heavenly Father has blessed me with so much, I need to share it! I'm really trying to work on being better at remembering that it's most important what Heavenly Father thinks, not my fellow man.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Day 144

Today I read the book of Enos, the infamouse story of Enos crying to Heavenly Father to have his sins forgiven, and after the Lord forgives him, he asks for his people to be forgiven, and even his enemies the Lamanites.

What faith he must have had in order to ask of that. Not just for himself, but also for his enemies. Do I have that kind of attitude towards everyone? Being filled with so much love that I ask Heavenly Father to bless my enemies? I know I should, but do I? I'll have to work on that.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Day 143

Today I read 1 Corinthians chapter 13. This chapter was all about charity. Paul stated how even if he had perfect faith, enough faith to move mountains, but no charity, then he would be nothing.

This chapter taught me how charity is everything I should strive to be like while living on this earth.

"Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, doth not behave itself unseeminly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth."

I feel like I should print all that off as a daily checklist or something, to better try and keep myself on the right track. After all, charity is the pure love of Christ.

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Day 142

Today I've been thinking a lot about peace, and how much Christ taught the importance of it. He says more  than once in the scriptures "Peace be unto thy soul". He is, after all, the "Prince of Peace".

I know I want to constantly feel peace in my life. And I have learned from experience that the only way to truly feel inner peace is through Christ. By using the atonement and letting Christ help me with my problems.

I know that Jesus Christ is the master of peace, and he wants me to feel at peace with my life. And I can do that as long as I'm living my life the way he wants me to, and I'm worthy to be guided by the Spirit.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Day 141

“Testimony will come to you in pieces as parts of the whole truth of the gospel of Jesus Christ are confirmed. For instance, as you read and ponder the Book of Mormon, verses you have read before will appear new to you and bring new ideas. Your testimony will grow in breadth and in depth as the Holy Ghost confirms that they are true. Your living testimony will expand as you study, pray, and ponder in the scriptures.”-President Henry B. Eyring

I'm focusing on that quote today. Especially because I feel like that quote applies right to me and what this blog experience has done for me. I know I don't update this every day like I originally planned on doing, but I have made more of an effort to read the scriptures and/or general authority talks every day, and I have felt my testimony grow stronger because of it. Just like what President Eyring said, verses and chapters have stood out to me so much more with studying every day. Now I can see why it is so important.

Day 140

Last night I read the Book of Jarom. I loved verse 12 of that chapter (the only chapter in the whole book). I loved the very end of the verse, "for they did prick their hearts with the word, continually stirring them up unto repentance."

I really like how the verb "pricked" was used. I think it explains how the Spirit can nudge you so well! Heavenly Father knows us better than we know ourselves, and he knows what we need to feel in order to continue to try and keep our lives in order. I think the term "prick" is a perfect example of what it is to feel enough guilt to realize you should be continually praying to Heavenly Father and trying to be better. I don't think I've heard that term used in the scriptures yet, so I think that's  a big reason why I liked it so much.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Day 139

Today I read section 70 of the Doctrine and Covenants. It's about the law of consecration. It was a good section to read to remind me that the Lord has blessed me with so much. It reminded me of the importance of paying tithing, and it's not so much the actual money/10% that matters, it's the thoughts and intent behind it. I've had some personal experiences with tithing and that's helped me gain a stronger testimony of it. Even when there are times when it stresses me out to make ends meet, tithing is always something I know is the most important to pay. Because as long as I am paying back what has so graciously been given to me, then I know it will all work out somehow.

The Lord blesses me with so much. I have so much to be grateful for. This was a really good section for me to read today to remind me of what is most important, and how I have so much and a good life. The Lord is looking out for me, and I know through faith everything will work out how it is supposed to.

Friday, August 26, 2011

Day 138

The scripture I want to focus on today is Hebrew ch. 12:7

 7 If ye aendure bchastening, God dealeth with you as with csons; for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not?

I don't know if I've ever read that scripture before, but I really like it for some reason. I take it to mean for me, that God gives me trials because he loves me. Not to punish me. He knows what is good for me, and he knows pushing me helps me stretch in ways that help me grow the most. Trials are not supposed to block my path, they are supposed to strengthen me to become a true daughter of God.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Day 138

I just finished reading a short article by President Uchtdorf. It was about listening for His voice. What I got out of the article is- If you're listening, you can hear. Sounds obvious, but it's true! If I'm not taking the time in my life to truly listen for the Spirit, how can I hear it? I can make myself become so busy and productive, that I can forget that I need to constantly have the Spirit as my companion.

Taking time each day in scripture study, and even just pausing what I'm doing can make a huge difference. Setting aside time to just breathe and contemplate opens up my mind and heart so that the Spirit can be present.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Day 137

Tonight I read the last chapter of John, which is the last chapter of the ministry of Christ while he was on the earth. I found two things very interesting in this chapter-

1. Why did Jesus repeatedly ask Peter to "feed his sheep"? And why was that the last thing he wanted to tell Peter before he left? I personally think this shows how important it is to share the gospel. If Christ repeated it to his apostle 3 times, and also saved that for the last words of wisdom to give, it must be important. It makes me want to be a better missionary.

2. The last verse of this chapter is amazing. "And there are also many other things which Jesus did, the whick, if they should be written every one, I suppose that even the world itself could not contain the books that should be written. Amen." It's humbling to know that Christ already did so much for us, but there is also an uncomprehendable amount of works he did that we do not know about, just because there is no rom to write it. But it makes perfect sense to me, how can you limit to just a few books of scripture the teachings and workings of the man who is the redeemer of all mankind.

It really makes you think.

Monday, August 22, 2011

Day 136

Tonight I read an amazing chapter in 1 John, chapter 4. It was all about love. I thought about going back and counting how many times the word love is said in this chapter, but decided not to. But it is a lot.

There were a couple verses that I really loved.

4. Ye are of God, little children; and have overcome them; because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.

I love that verse! We are children of God. Our Father created this world we live in. If we can remember this divine inheritance we have, and remember that we already have godly characteristics within us, the world should not affect us. If we can continue to have the insight of knowing that we are children of God.

20. If a man say, I love God, and hateth his brother ,he is a liar: for he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen, how can he love God whom he hath not seen?

I really like that verse too. We are hypocrites if we say we love our Heavenly Father but are holding grudges against people in our lives. How can we love like God if we don't love everyone?

I feel very uplifted after reading that chapter. It really did fill me with God's love, and I hope to keep that and let it grow, and to remember to love all men just like my Heavenly Father does.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Day 135

Today I watched a short video by President Uchtdorf about our power to create. He made such a good point about how so many of us think "well, I'm not really the creative type." But all of us are! We are daughters of the most creative being-our Heavenly Father. He's passed down characteristics of himself upon us, and that gives us the power to create. It doesn't have to just be something artistic, it can be anything.

Serving others creates new friendship opportunities. Cleaning creates a clean home. There are so many things we create everyday. And they are good things! I hope to remember when I'm feeling down on myself to remember that I am a creator in the making, and right now I'm practicing by trying to create a good home.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Day 134

I read Daniel chapter 7 today. It was about a vision Daniel had of the kingdoms and the last days. It was actually really interesting. His vision was about how this great terrible beast with ten horns would devour man and seem to trample the earth under its feet. But just when it seemed that all hope was lost, the beast would be defeated and goodness would reign on the earth forever.

And that's how it will be, I think. Things will keep getting worse and worse and we'll wonder what is happening to the world, why is this giant beast (Satan) trampling us under his feet and gaining so many followers? But just like the end of this chapter, the righteous will be remembered, and will be chosen to live in the highest kingdom forever and ever.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Day 133

Today I read Acts chapter 18. It was a good chapter. It took place during Paul's ministry. There were  few verses that I really liked (obviously. That's how it always is when I read the scriptures.)

9. Then spake the Lord to Paul in the night by a vision. Be not afraid but speak, and hold not thy peace;
10. For I am with thee, and no man shall set on thee to hurt thee; for I have much people in this city.

I just loved the "fear not" part the best. It made me wonder, was Paul scared? Is that why the Lord came to him in the night? It must have been, because the Lord knows what we need the most. I'm guessing Paul was nervous to go speak to these people, and the Lord gently reminded him that through Christ, everything is possible.

It was great to read those verses, because we all know how amazing Paul is in his ministry. And to read that he is a lot like the rest of and gets nervous and afraid sometimes, comforted me in knowing that I'm not the only one with struggles.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Day 132

Today I read Doctrine and Covenants section 67. Joseph Smith received a revelation about some of the brethren in the church who were wondering why they have not had the priviledge of seeing God like Joseph did. Heavenly Father gave them an answer back. And I thought it sounded like an answer a loving father would give his children when they ask for things they are not ready for yet.

He told them to "continue in patience until ye are perfected." I love that. That's what we are doing throughout our whole lives. Trying to become perfect. But we lose patience with ourselves a lot of times. I'm trying to be better at realizing Heavenly Father knows me, and knows what to help me with to help me to continue to be perfected.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Day 131

I finished reading 1st Nephi chapter 17 today. I loved the reference he made to Moses and his people as he was talking to his brothers who were murmuring against him and Lehi.

Nephi talked about how the people of Moses were sent down firery serpents because they stopped believing. They were bitten, but then God provided a way for them to be healed: by looking at Moses' staff. But since it was such a simple task, a lot died because they didn't believe it would actually heal them.

The gospel can be like that in a lot of ways to some people. There are a lot of simple, basic principles we teach. Sometimes people think they are so simple that there's no way it could be true.

I love that the gospel isn't that hard to understand. It makes sense, and it's supposed to make sense.

Monday, August 1, 2011

Day 130

This week I'm focusing on talks by President Uchtdorf. Today I read a talk he gave last April titled "You are My Hands". I love the title of this talk. He stuck true to the title giving us counsel and advice on how our church is a church of service, and our ultimate example of service is Jesus Christ.

He mentioned how Christ never once talks "down" to us. He talks "to" us, as equals. He loves us so much that he shares everything he can that he knows we need to know in order to perfect ourselves. And a big part of that is serving our fellow man.

We all have callings that make up our church today. All of us are giving service. Visiting teaching, home teaching, teaching sunday school, being a young women or young men advisor, being in a bishopric: all of those callings (plus many more) we do without expecting pay. Or really expecting anything in return. That's why our church functions so well and withstands the changes the world goes through. We are selfless when it comes to building the church of God. That's how we need to be in order for everything to work. And we all feel good doing service.

Heavenly Father wants us to be eternally happy. He knows that the key to that is serving each other.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Day 129

I'm reading 1st Nephi chapter 17 today. This chapter is about Nephi and his family traveling through the wilderness and Nephi being inspired to build a boat. I'm focusing on the first part of the chapter today.

It amazes me how he mentioned a couple of times how they "bore many afflictions". I can't imagine wandering through the wilderness. Especially back in that time frame where there was no technology at all, no camping gear to speak of, nothing like what we have now to take with us when we "rough it". I just can't fathom what it was like for them to have to have left behind almost everything they owned and to go completely out of their comfort zone. And on top of that, the women were all pregnant. I've never been pregnant, but I can tell that being in the heat is uncomfortable, and you get tired really easily! I can't imagine being pregnant and wandering through the wilderness, and then on top of that, giving birth out there in the middle of nowhere.

But through all of those trials and tribulations, they kept the faith. They continued to rely on Heavenly Father and knew that he had a plan for them, and that this wilderness part was only temporary.

Reading this part of the chapter taught me 2 things. 1. Comparing to their trials, mine are not that huge. It could have been a lot worse! 2. The Lord is always guiding us as long as we have faith. And that means he'll take us through our own "wilderness" in order for us to get to our own promised land. He hasn't forgotten us, and he has it all planned out. But we need to go through something hard to really appreciate the end result.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Day 128

Today I read Romans chapter 6. I really like Romans. Every chapter I read I feel is full of doctrine. I'm sure every chapter in the scriptures is, but at least in Romans it's easier for me to understand.

This chapter talked about baptism, and how symbolic it is. Not only is it symbolic of our sins being washed away, it's symbolic of Christ's death and resurrection. We are "buried" in the water and then "rise" again, just like Christ did.

"5. For if we have been planted together in the likeness of his death, we shall be also in the likeness of his resurrection."

I really like that verse because it's telling us that if we are patterning our lives after Christ's, then we will be like him. Meaning we will have eternal life. We will be resurrected. It has been promised to us.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Day 127

Today I read 2nd Nephi chapter 8. Nephi is quoting Isaiah in this chapter, and it's a prophecy about the last days. What mainly stood out to me are verses 12 and 13.-

"12 I am he; yea, I am he that comforteth you. Behold, who art thou, that thou shouldst be afraid of man, who shall die, and of the son of man, who shall be made like unto grass?
13 And forgettest the Lord thy maker, that hath stretched forth the heavens, and laid the foundations of the earth, and hast feared continually every day, because of the fury of the oppressor, as if he were ready to destroy? And where is the fury of the oppressor?"

I feel like the Lord says over and over again that we should not fear man above him. We should not take into account too seriously what others think of us, or what we think others think of us. We need to worry about how we are living our lives according to God's commandments and wonder if he thinks we are doing a good enough job of honoring his name. It's so easy to get caught up in what others think of us, but if we are focusing on Christ and what he thinks of us, we can have the light and strength within us to not worry about others judging us.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Day 126

I read a talk by Elder Packer about standing on Zion's Hill. He gave a detailed history of how the bible was compiled together, and the men who risked their lives to do so ended up being killed on behalf of what they did.

He also talked about how it took 12 years and over 600 individuals to cross reference our books of scripture we have today. It was a task that at the beginning seemed impossible and overwhelming, but they were guided by the spirit and were able to, 12 years later, complete the indexes so that today, we can turn to the back of our scriptures and find references to any topic.

It's a miracle, if you think about it. And that's what I love about this gospel. Many, many miracles happened in order to bring forth this gospel. How can it not be true? It's like Joshua prophesied: This church is like a stone that continues to roll down a hill and cannot be stopped. We are the ones that continue to bring it forward today. We are the ones who experience miracles in our own lives. We are the ones who use these scriptures to gain our own testimonies and pass them on to our posterity. We all have the responsiblity of continuing to bring this church forth.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Day 125

Tonight I read the first chapter of Colossians. This was a powerful chapter to me. The apostle Paul has an amazing testimony and I felt like I highlighted most of the verses in this chapter.

I don't know if I can focus on one thing I learned the most out of this chapter. I loved how he testified how the gospel first needs to be fruitful in ourselves before we can teach others and help the church be fruitful. How can we testify of faith if we haven't used it and have our own personal testimony of it?

I also love how he mentions we have redemption through Christ's blood. We are blessed to have eternal life because Christ gave up his life. It's a concept that I will forever be grateful for and remember and do my best to honor by living the way I need to.

I have a testimony of this gospel, and reading the scriptures every day really is helping my testimony strengthen.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Day 124

I read a short article by Elder Packer today. It was directed to children. The language he used was simple, and the concepts were simple, and I loved it. To me it showed how simple this gospel can be that even little children can understand it. This gospel is for everyone. We of course continue to learn as we grow, but even at the youngest age we can begin to learn and love the teachings of this true church.

Heavenly Father loves us so much that he sacrificed his Son for us. That is so important to know that we learn it at a young age. It needs to stick with us so that we can remember that even when times are tough, we can still hold onto the Atonement and the love of our Heavenly Father.

Monday, July 18, 2011

Day 123

Roman's chapter 5 is what I read today. Verses 3-5 were what really stood out to me.

"3. And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also; knowing that tribulation worketh patience;
4. And patience, experience; and experience, hope;
5. And hope maketh not ahsamed: because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us."

I love how those verses explain what we will experience from a trial if we go about it with faith. We will face opposition, but trials give us patience (whether we like it or not!), and we then gain experience from that trial and learn from it, and then after realizing what we've experienced, we can have hope that things will work out, and also when another trial comes along, we can hope to gain good experiences from it just like we did the last one.

It just testifies to me again about how Heavenly Father knows how everything works. And we can too as long as we have faith in Him all along.

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Day 122

This week I'm focusing on talks by Elder Packer. Today I read an article he wrote about the sacredness and importance of bodies. He made one really profound point that really stood out to me: Your body is the instrument of your mind and the foundation of your character. That really struck me because I had never really thought about my body that way. But it is so true! This is the one and only body I'm blessed with on this earth. If I choose to abuse it, what does that say about me as a person? What is that telling Heavenly Father? He created this amazing body for me to use every day, to help me to return to him. If I ignore that gift and complain about it, how would that make Him feel?

I am so grateful for my body and all that it does for me. And I hope to continue to take good care of it to show Heavenly Father how grateful I am for this gift he's given me.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Day 121

2 Corinthians chapter 1 is a great chapter! I was constantly underlining as I read it today. Maybe it was just full of what I needed to hear today. :) But I learned a lot about trusting in the Lord. At the end of verse where Paul writes, ". . that we should not trust in ourselves, but in God which raiseth the dead."

I really liked that for some reason. So many times I get caught up in my own life and think that I have to do everything and that everything is my responsiblity. And it is, in a way, but I can't do everything alone. Heavely Father sent me down to this earth to yes, grow and learn and take responsibility, but to also exercise faith and rely on him to help me through. Trusting in men will only lead to frustration. Trusting in God will lead to peace.

I need to be better at remembering that.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Day 120

I read an interview with Elder Nelson today. He talked about the job an apostle has to do and how each of us can find ways to share the gospel. He mentioned how the word apostle means "to go forth", and that they are called to reach out in the world to help the church grow. For 12 men, that is a very demanding calling. No wonder they are always so busy all the time!

But he also talked about how he has come to rely on the Savior to help make his burden light. We are taught to "yoke" up with the Savior, so that we aren't carrying our own heavy burden. We have someone to help make it lighter. That is what the Savior wants to do. He wants to help us.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Day 119

Today I read Jeremiah chapter 29. It was an interesting chapter. Jeremiah told the Jews that they needed to prepare to be held in captivity for the next 70 years. 70 years! The Lord knew this would happen and was telling the people to prepare for it. I can't imagine being told that I would be under someone else for that long. What would I do? How would I find the good in that? Luckily the Lord continued to give them advice on how to be happy and ok during those years.

5 Build ye houses, and dwell in them; and plant agardens, and eat the fruit of them;
6 Take ye wives, and beget sons and daughters; and take wives for your sons, and give your daughters to husbands, that they may bear sons and daughters; that ye may be increased there, and not diminished.
7 And seek the apeace of the city whither I have caused you to be carried away captives, and pray unto the Lord for it: for in the peace thereof shall ye have peace.
10 ¶For thus saith the Lord, That after aseventy years be accomplished at Babylon I will visit you, and bperform my good word toward you, in causing you to creturn to this place.
11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected aend.
12 Then shall ye acall upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will bhearken unto you.
13 And ye shall aseek me, and find me, when ye shall bsearch for me with all your cheart.
14 And I will be found of you, saith the Lord: and I will turn away your captivity, and I will agather you from all the nations, and from all the places whither I have driven you, saith the Lord; and I will bring you again into the place whence I caused you to be carried away captive.

I love how Heavenly Father promises them that he will rescue them. And he has promised us the same thing. Are we not, in a way, in captivity right now? We are in this world with temptations and heartache all the time. But he has promised that if we continue to pray to him and love him and trust him, he will rescue us, and we will be able to be with him again.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Day 118

I finished reading Moses chapter 7 today. I had been splitting it up because there was a lot to digest for me. I read verses 51-end today. These verses were all about the last days.

What I loved the most about these verses was reading the exchanges between Heavenly Father and Enoch. It seemed like a normal conversation between dad and son, even though they were talking about heavy things. But don't we have heavy conversations sometimes with our parents? Enoch seemed to have so many concerns about the last days and what Heavenly Father was going to be able to do to comfort his children, and Heavely Father always had an answer.

Heavely Father has a plan, and knows what he is doing, even when our lives seem chaotic and we don't know what to expect. It's so comforting to know that he knows everything. And we have the ability and blessing of being able to trust him. And as soon as we do, everything goes so much smoother.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Day 117

I read a short article by Elder Nelson on prayer this morning. He mentioned one thing that I really liked-prayer is a way of showing our love for God.

I had never thought of it that way before. Yes, I do pray to Heavenly Father because I love him, but for some reason I never thought of it as a way to really show love to him. But I'm doing what he asks me to do by praying, so I am showing him I love him I guess! To most others, that probably is a "duh, Tara" moment, but for some reason it really stood out to me today.

I have a testimony of prayer and know that it is the key communication to Heavenly Father. I know that he hears and answers my prayers.

Friday, July 1, 2011

Day 116

I read a talk today by Elder Nelson about remembering and honoring our roots. It's a topic I don't think I pay nearly enough attention to. My ancestors died and sacrificed many things to bring this gospel forth because they believed in it. How can I turn my back on those who gave so much just because I don't want to do everything the church teaches? It's foolish I tell you, foolish.

It was a great talk. Elder Nelson repeatedly said that we cannot understand the gospel unless we understand the roots of the church. We need to know where this church came from, and the core meaning of it in order to truly have a testimony.

I'm glad I read that talk today, and I hope I can keep my pioneer heritage alive by continuing my life in living this gospel every day.

Day 115

I read a great passage last night, but it was too late and I was too tired to get up and blog about it, so I'm doing it now. I read part of Moses chapter 7 last night and there were a few scriptures that really struck me deep. Enoch was shown a vision of the last days and how Satan would have such a strong hold on the world, but even through that, he could still see angels descending and people having the spirit with them.

While Heavenly Father was showing him all this, he (Heavenly Father) started to weep. Enoch then asked why Heavenly Father would cry. Here's Enoch's questions:


 29And Enoch said unto the Lord: How is it that thou canstaweep, seeing thou art holy, and from all eternity to all eternity?
 30And were it possible that man could number the particles of the earth, yea, millions of aearths like this, it would not be a beginning to the number of thy bcreations; and thy curtains are stretched out still; and yet thou art there, and thy bosom is there; and also thou art just; thou art merciful and kind forever;
 
 31And thou hast taken aZion to thine own bosom, from all thy creations, from all eternity to all eternity; and naught but peace,bjustice, and truth is the habitation of thy throne; and mercy shall go before thy face and have no end; how is it thou canst cweep?
Heavenly Father then gave this answer:
32The Lord said unto Enoch: Behold these thy brethren; they are the workmanship of mine own ahands, and I gave unto them their bknowledge, in the day I created them; and in the Garden of Eden, gave I unto man his cagency;
 33And unto thy brethren have I said, and also given commandment, that they should alove one another, and that they should choose me, their Father; but behold, they are without affection, and they bhate their own blood;

Those verses stood out so strongly to me for some reason.  To me it testified that Heavenly Father, even in all his perfect glory, really does want the best for me, for everyone. We are his children! He loves us like a father loves any child of his. He wants to see us grow up and be the best we can, just like our earthly fathers do. It was really touching to read this, and I can't imagine how sad it must be for Heavenly Father to see his children fight and kill and do mean and deceiving things to each other. It must be heart breaking.

But it confirmed to me again that Heavenly Father knows me personally, and is sad when I'm sad and happy when I'm happy and wants the best for me, and he knows I can have the best if I follow his words and guidance.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Day 114

I read a chapter out of 2 Kings today. It was a hard chapter for me to read, because I didn't understand a lot of it, and the names were really hard to pronounce. But I did get something out of it anyways. I try and read books of scripture that I normally don't think to read every so often, and today it was out of 2nd Kings.

Verses 18-19 were what stood out to me and actually made sense. It talks about how the people of Assyria had their gods destroyed, and how those "gods" were just workings of man, not the true and living God that we worship. And that got me thinking again, how easily it is to sometimes worship other things of man, besides Heavenly Father. It's not just statues that people worship these days. It's anything that keeps us from doing our duty of serving one another and our Heavenly Father. TV, internet, sports, crafts, whatever. If we put those before Heavenly Father, we are just the same as the people of Assyria. Worshipping that of man rather than that of God.

Reading verses like that are helping me put back into perspective what is most important in my life right now, and of course I say Heavenly Father and the church. But do I always act that way? It's helping me look at my life and see what I can adjust to be a better daughter of God.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Day 113

This week I'm focusing on talks by Elder Russel M. Nelson. Today I read a talk about prayer. How to pray, what to pray about, and why we have prayer.

I know prayer is a topic that we all know a lot about and continue to talk about in church. Because it's so imporant! Prayer is our communication to Heavenly Father. We can actually talk to Heavenly Father whenever we need or want to!

I know sometimes I really could do better at praying. Especially at night, sometimes while I say my personal prayers I'm already so tired I fall asleep in the middle of them. I always feel guilty about that, but sometimes I wonder if Heavenly Father gets a chuckle out of that, listen to my thoughts wander and eventually shut down because I'm so tired. Oops.

But I will forever be grateful for the opportunity to pray whenever I need to. Alma taught in the Book of Mormon that we should be constantly praying to Heavenly Father, whether it's just thanking him, or telling him about something. He is our Father, and wants to know how we are just like any parent! I like to think that sometimes when I pray that yes, I should be respectful and formal because he is a higher being, but I also like to know that he loves me as a daughter and I can talk to him about anything. When I really open up and talk to Heavenly Father, that's when I feel like I have the most meaningful prayers.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Day 112

I just read a short article on Elder Ballard's thoughts on helping a testimony continue to grow. He said our testimonies need to constantly be nourished in order for us to keep them.

It reminded me a lot of a plant. You can't keep a plant alive by simply keeping it in your home. You have to water it. Put it in the sun. It's the same with our testimonies. Even though I know I have one, I can't just keep it to myself, or not do my regular scripture study, or go to church on a regular basis. I need all of that in order for my testimony to continue to grow. And I want it to grow! Everytime I read the scriptures, or learn something new (which is daily, I think) I feel that much closer to my Heavenly Father, and feel his love even stronger than before. It's because of the testimony I have in Him and Jesus Christ that I can find happiness every day. That I have a purpose in this life, and know that I will have a purpose in this next life as well.

Friday, June 17, 2011

Day 111

Since I read a talk about families yesterday, I decided to read some scriptures about them as well. I read Jacob 3 today.

He was talking about how the Lamanites have become more righteous than his brethren, the Nephites. He talked about how the Lamanites had better family units going on. The husbands loved their wives and the wives loved their husbands. The parents loved their children and the children loved has their parents. They were bringing up their children to be good people, while the Nephites were setting bad examples to their children. Jacob warned that because of how the Nephites were bringing up their children, it would one day be a sin on the parents' heads because they planted those seeds of wickedness in their children.

 Reading that helped me realize once again how important being a good example at all times is. You never know who is watching. These children were watching their parents and all the bad things they did, and took them to be what was normal and what was needed to be done.

I know that everyone has free agency, but parents do teach their kids at a young age whether they realize it or not. I need to work on remembering that I am always an example to those around me.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Day 110

Today I read a talk by Elder Ballard about families and keeping the bonds of a family strong in these last days.

I know I've been taught that the family is one of the most important parts of the plan. The church functions because of the strength of the family. I know that growing up and supporting my family I have now is just as important as the family I plan on helping raise in the future.

The world is doing everything it can to bring down the family, to break it up, to make it seem like it's something silly. But it's not! I know that growing up in the family I did has helped mold me into the person I am today. It was by loving parents that I learned the gospel, and now I have a testimony of my own.

I know the family is a unit God approves of, and created himself. I want to continue defending the importance of it and to never be ashamed of standing up for it.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Day 109

I just read the first chapter of Malachi. I don't really ever think or sometimes even like to read out of the book of Malachi or Revelation because they scare me a little and make me nervous. Mostly because the writing is along the lines of great destruction and endless woe. I know that only applies to the wicked, but still, I need to continue to try and be the best I can so that I won't have anything hanging over my head when judgement day comes.

This chapter I read all seemed to be the Lord telling everyone that even though many will try and hide from him, say that they never knew him, he will bring upon them his wrath because he knows our hearts, and knows our stories. He knows if we've ever known about the gospel and what we've chosen to do with it. He is the ultimate judge. We can't hide from him.

His name will be heard everywhere, and ever knee will bow and tongue will confess that he is the King of Kings. Some may say that sounds a little arrogant, but it's not. It's the Lord giving justice to those who have fought to defend his name their whole lives, who have tried their best to live his commandments. It's the wicked who will be running for their lives.

It was an interesting chapter. I need to read stuff like that more often to remember that Malachi is talking about the days I'm living in right now. Am I doing what I need to be doing?

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Day 108

I just read a talk by Elder Ballard about Daughters of God. He talked about the importance of motherhood, and how others can show their appreciation to mothers byt doing small and simple things.

It was a great talk and I greatly respect mothers, and look forward to the day when I will be one myself. I do believe it is one of the greatest joys on earth, and right now I'm doing all I can to continue to prepare to me a good mother.

I feel like what Elder Ballard mentioned for others to do to show their appreciation to mothers can also be things we show others in general that we appreciate them. I think so often we get caught up in our busy lives that we forget that small and simple things can go a long ways with others. We like to know that our efforts aren't being ignored, and we need to remember that other people struggle too. This was a great talk to remind me of that.

Monday, June 13, 2011

Day 107

I read a chapter out of Philippians tonight. Philippians. That's a book I don't hear much from, or think to open up to when I want to read the scriptures. Why is that? Because the chapter I read tonight had a lot of good insights and teachings, which resulted in me underlining a lot of verses.

I read chapter 2 and really loved what was written about Christ and his mission. "Who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God; But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men; And being found in the fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross."

That was verses 6-8 clumped together. I love those verses. It's put in such great context what Christ's whole mission was about. Christ came down as the only begotten son, but did not go about boasting of what his mission was and who he was. Instead he went about serving people humbly, and teaching by example. He did not wish for fame and fortune, just to teach others about the plan of salvation and how we are each heirs to the kingdom of God.

It made me want to be better at not seeking others' approval in this life, but God's approval. He is the one I should be concerned about. And I can please him by serving others. I need to remember that more often.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Day 106

I'm reading talks by Elder Ballard this week. I just read an address he gave in conference in 2007 about how we can all be missionaries, but we need to find the fine balance between sharing what we believe and being too overbearing in trying to teach someone more about our church.

I love how he told us to read into the situation more and figure out what exactly those that are investigating the church through us really want. Some are merely curious about the church, and some are actually interested in learning more teachings.  We need to pray for guidance to know how Heavenly Father wants us to go about teaching our fellow men.

We are taught every member a missionary, and we can be that. We also need to follow the rest of Christ's teachings and love those that reject the message. We can still be good examples. We need to be good examples and who knows? Maybe someday in the future those who once rejected the message will come back.

We are here to help build up the kingdom of God.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Day 105

I'm preparing my lesson I have to teach this Sunday, and it's on "developing our talents".

I really struggled with this topic at first because I was letting myself be insecure and thinking that I don't have any talents that are very good.

But as I continued to read and ponder on this topic and prepare my lesson, I realized what Heavenly Father wanted me to realize all along-I have talents. Many of them. And I'm developing a lot of them right now. I don't have to be the best piano player or soccer player in order to feel like I have "talents". Talents are anything that we continue to cultivate and make better.

It was a good lesson to learn while I'm preparing to teach others about it.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Day 104

I just finished reading chapter 14 of Helaman. Samuel the Lamanite came and prophesied about the coming of Christ and how significant and important it would be for everyone.

I loved how he talked about not only the signs and importance of Christ's birth, but also of his death. Verse 15 gave some really good insight. "For behold, he surely must die that salvation may come; yea, it behooveth him and becoeth expedient that he dieth, to bring to pass the resurrection of the dead, that thereby men may be brought into the presence of the Lord."

For some reason, I really like how Samuel stated that it was "expedient" that Christ should die. That it's not a bad thing, but an important part of the plan. Jesus Christ needed to sacrifice himself in order for the plan of salvation to be fulfilled. So that we could truly come back to our Heavenly Father.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Day 103

I read a talk by Elder Oaks about the resurrection. That topic always brings joy to me because I once again am reminded of what has been promised to me in the next life. I will always have my body, and it can become perfect!

Jesus Christ said something that I think is so sincere and full of love "Because I live, ye shall live also." I love that. Because of his sacrifice and being the first one to be resurrected, we can also be like him. We will be like him. It has been promised to us that our bodies will be resurrected. What joy that brings to me!

Elder Oaks also touched on the subject of how we will take whatever habits, traits and knowledge we gain in this mortal life with us. Our bodies will be perfect and free of defects and illness, but our minds will still be the same. That makes me want to be better at becoming better. So that I always like who I am, because I'm stuck with that for forever!

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Day 102

I just read a story in Acts that I don't remember learning. It's about Paul and his journey to Rome, and while he's on the boat, they encounter a storm and the crew on the boat fear they will never reach land, and are destined to die at sea. They go many days in a dark storm and lose their sense of direction. They get to the point where they lose all hope.

While the crew is up on deck doing everything they can to keep themselves alive and afloat, Paul is praying and fasting that everything will go ok. He comes up to the crewmen and tells them "And now I exhort you to be of good cheer; for there shall be no loss among you, but of the ship. For there stood by me this night the angel of God, whose I am, and whom I serve. Saying, Fear not, Paul; thou must be brought before Caesar, and, lo, God hath given thee all them that sail with thee."

Paul continued to have faith that if the Lord told him he would be brought before Caesar, he would make this journey alive. He trusted in God and didn't fear the storm would take his life.

In a way that's a lot like what we have to do. We trust that God will welcome us back home someday, and that we shouldn't fear the storms of life that we have to pass through. As long as we remember where our true end destination is, we will be able to make it through any storm.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Day 101

I read a talk by Elder Oaks about being thankful. I chose that talk to read today because right now I'm having a hard time remembering all I do have, and just focusing on things that are going wrong in my life. This talk helped, because Elder Oaks reminded me of all the things I am always blessed with, like the atonement, Christ's love and Heavenly Father's love, a body, the gospel and it's teachings, etc. Many, many things that I should always remember and be grateful for. And that's not counting things in my own life that I have that other people don't.

He said in his talk that I should be grateful for my afflictions, because that helps me to stay humble and to remember Christ and become strong through him. Sometimes, ok, a lot of times it's really hard to remember that when I'm going through a hard time. Sometimes I just want to sit in a corner and pout because my life isn't going smoothly. But I need to remember that I have trials for a reason, to learn and to gain experience, and that I should be thankful for them. I can look back on other hard times I've had in my life and be grateful for those now, because I'm not going through them anymore and I can see what I learned during those times. But in the moment it is harder. So that's my goal, to remember what I have amidst the hard things going on right now.

Monday, May 30, 2011

Day 100

Today  I read a short section in Doctrine and Covenants. Section 4, to be exact. As I started reading it, it sounded familiar to me and I realized it was the section every missionary memorizes before going out into the field. The part that I realized that at was the infamous "Behold, the field is white already to harvest. . " That is the perfect phrase for a missionary. For all members, because we are all supposed to be missionaries. It's a very good analogy, I think. A field that is ready to be harvested. Field indicating there are many out there to learn about the truth, we are the ones who need to go out and actually do the harvesting.

Every member a missionary.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Day 99

I read a short article by Elder Dallin H. Oaks about how to be spiritually protected. He shared some advice that wasn't anything I hadn't already been taught. Realizing that, it taught me how this church always has, and always will, teach the same doctrine. We are all following the same Jesus Christ, and all want to return to the same Heavenly Father. Therefore, we all need to follow the same teachings to make it back.

Read the scriptures, repent and partake of the sacrament, pray daily, attend the temple, do not participate in activities that drive away the Spirit.

All of those I know I've been taught about for as long as I can remember, and it's comforting to know that those are things I need to always focus on doing. I need daily study and pondering in order to stay spiritually protected. I need daily communication with Heavenly Father to know what I can do better, who I can serve to keep his spirit close to me.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Day 98

"Be the best you can be".

That seems like a simple statement, but it holds a lot of responsiblity in it. Since I am not perfect, I obviously make mistakes every day. There are experiences I need to have that sometimes can only happen when I make a wrong choice. I don't like those experiences.

But we are programmed to learn through experience. How else could we truly learn something if we've never gone through anything? How could we really apply what is to be learned?

I read a short article by Elder Scott targeted to missionaries to "be the best you can be". And it got me thinking about how am I trying to "be the best" I can be? Easier said than done.

I know through every experience, it's what I do with myself through the experience and afterwards. How I apply what I learned positively in my life is what really counts.

Thank goodness for the Atonement to help me pick myself back up after I've learned the hard way. It helps me think clearer next time a similar situation comes up, and I can apply what I learned last time, and move on without falling back down.

Monday, May 23, 2011

Day 97

I started reading 1st Nephi chapter 13 today. It's abouts visions Nephi had when an angel showed him the last days, and the angel explained everything. One thing I really liked about this chapter was how the angel kept asking him to "Look!" And ask him to explain what Nephi saw, and then the angel would explain what was going on. For some reason I really liked how the angel gave Nephi a chance to see for himself and think for himself what was going on. To me it's a good example of how Heavenly Father works. He lets us try and figure out some things in our lives and come to him with what we think is going on, and then he will explain to us where and what he wants us to do. He gives us the opportunity to grow and learn by doing some of the thinking and figuring out ourselves.